trust and a wish
Lying alone, Feeling sad without knowing why
I feel there’s something missing in the corner of my so called "LIFE"
I know that I don’t wanna live with shadows of my past,
But then, it hunts me down.
Past molded us from what we become right now and then.
Past is something that we should learn from.
Learn how to face the reality
I’ve been living in a fantasy, and too much afraid to take a peek what’s outside
Don’t know whats waiting for me in the real world.
The more I think of it, the more emptiness wrapping up inside me
Its hard to breathe
Don’t know what im looking for
Don’t know what in longing for
Don’t even know where im heading
I wish I knew all the answers
I wish I knew what to do
I wish I knew where to start
I don’t even know what I want...all but you
I feel so much incomplete
I feel that its too late for me
I know bugging down myself wouldn’t answers any of my questions
I don’t even know what my question is
What a waste!
This is just overnight anyway, and it all takes just one sleepAnd hoping when I wake up, ill never feel this crap again