I see friends around me that have one bad relationship after another and it so reminds me of my own past. All the bad seeds I had to go throught til I finally found the right person.......I'm blessed. Point blank. There is no other word for it. Anyways as I was saying....sometimes I think that I am beyond blessed and then others I think...well maybe I just finally paid enough dues to have a good relationship. I realize that this isn't makeing a lot of sense to most ppl....but oh well what do you do. lol Anyways just wanted to update anyone who might still be reading my rants. didn't want you to think that I simply disappeared. I just been busy......living.